So it looks like I'm getting a nice ride.... Finally car gets a new battery and I can move around without being afraid of getting stalled in the middle of the intersection!
I had to go to work, but didn't have to be there till mid afternoon. Which meant I have time for some fun.
First when I turned on my favorite hook up website, I saw my neighbor. Shorter guy, with skinny build and dick which is skinny at the head, but its getting really thick at the base. He fucks good.
I got dressed and under the pretense I'm leaving for work, I left home.
Upon arrival I stripped and got on my knees to adore my buddy's manhood. Yum! He is kind of verbal but in a scale of 1 to 10 he is maybe 3. Red head with funny irregular shape of head. His dick head is small but that does not matter to me. I suck it like there is no tomorrow.
Soon I am on top of him and I ride him wildly, making bed bang against the wall in pretty consistent rhythm.
Soon he flips me on my stomach and slides his cock between my legs. It does not take long for him to get close. after couple hanging-on-the-edge, he unloads in my, collapsing on the top of my, almost breathless.
I like that!

That one wad in me is not enough, so I get in my car and I start my hunt. Soon I am spotting another of my regulars, lets call him Zac. Guy in his 50's but in very good shape, typical daddy. nice chest and arms, bug neck and .... small dick. But fuck fucks aggressively and I like that.
He tells me to come over - you don't need to tell me that twice! I am there in 15 min.
We walk to his (and his partner) bedroom and start kissing and so on. soon we strip each other from our clothes and get on the bed. He likes to kiss (me too!), get his nipples to get played with (me too!) and I find out he likes to get his arm pits to get licked - I'm doing it feverishly and he moans. Soon his dick is rock hard and he wants to fuck. Oh yeah! This is full speed ride. Spit, choking, armhold etc. He is getting ruff and I moan. He fucks with load slaps and me gusta!!!!
After first load (SIC!) we collapse and hold each other. After a while I'm getting down and start to suck him, while playing with his nips and he gets hard again! I jump on it and he start to fuck. My eyes are wide open with question"really" and he moves his head up and down with silent "oh, yeah!" And that's how load two (three) went up my ass.
Now I'm ready to go to work!

I was pissed that my husband didn't helped me with the cars, so as soon as I got jump started I went to  the local bathhouse. 

For long time nothing happened but finally a guy, skinny average Mexican dick  fucked me in a booth and unloaded. we had audience in the booth and behind a plexi wall. Guy who was with us at the booth tried to fuck me but he couldn't get hard.

Then there was nothing till I got another Latino guy with little more substantive dick. He fucked me and unloaded.  After that I got invited by this cute black kid to his room. He got  hard-on and as soon as he put condom on he got soft. He could not got hard again. Just j/o. Cute like hell, gorgeous body and breath of weed. 

Then I got stopped by this drunk/stoned kid. Little overweight but nice dick with sizable head. In very public place we start making out, I sucked his dick and he was willing to fuck me. I straddle him and slided on. Niiiice! We wen to the fuckbench and tried different positions. Fun! But he got soft. I turned around and we had audience - really cute one. Tall muscular. Nice hard thick dick. Got to his room with three other guys. Tried to sit on DP with little success. Another hunky younger hairy chested guy with long dick, insisted with condom. I wanted that cock! He fucked me good. Neither came.  Left there to find out my car in garage is dead. UGH!

We just came back from the airport and my ass was itching. I had to do something about it.
Under the excuse of going shopping for food I got out and checked out first car: dead! Even could not open doors. Second in garage is rolling but flat tires... UGH! Got hooked up to a compressor and waiting.
In the mean time my phone is getting hot: I am txting with my fuck buddy, lets call him Tom. He is my age, swimmers  build, nice smile, nice dick: probably 8 inch and above average in thickness. Yum!
Tires finally ready to go so is my ass.
One the way they I see my old buddy, whom I had to dump since my very good friends moved next door, so he is online and we recently reconnected and and he tells me to come over. I said, I have a package to pick up and I will be there.
In the mean time I am at the doors of my fuck buddy and we strip naked and I start sucking him.
I like that a guy on the beginning is soft, so I can enjoy his whole dick in my mouth, before he is too big to swallow. Anyway, he enjoys my mouth so his dick is getting stiffer and harder. Like a ripening, he is getting ready. I'm getting on my fours and he enters! Oh, my goodness! What a sweet feeling. He is done in 5 minutes, shooting deep in my guts. That feels good.
On my way to my car I'm txting my other buddy, let's call  him Vinny, and he is ready. I have doubts if I can pull such a long grocery shopping spree, but I'm going for it.
At the doors - surprise! My bud gained quite a weight and has a beard now. So now he is full blown bear. He will be blown in a minutes!
I waste no time and start to kiss him - he is good at that. We strip, jump on bed and go at it.
Well, he is not a stallion but he gets hard and had a nice curve to that! He fucks me for a while but it gets flaky. Waaa, waaa, waaa! We end up in 69 and he blows his wad in my mouth which I snowball to him and he loves it.
I sit on his face and try to jack off but it does not fly. But he gets a surprise, because my ass leaks with cum!
We share a laugh after, that that was the package I was picking it up.
We end up making plans for a group fuck at his place with two of us collecting loads.
I'm excited.

What's new?

I've always had a voyeur in me. I've always liked to be watched. And I've always wanted to share. Not to brag, not to count how many, but just to share latest adventure or conquer...

So I've finally turned 40 and now it's time to share.

I'm not isolated, I'm not ugly, I'm not small.

And I really enjoy the travel, not the destination.

I appreciate all ups and downs, because thats what life is about: learning experience.

I'm not vain and I am very well aware of all my imperfections. Those in and those out.

I try to find a meaning to all for this what's going on around, but being gay and without children it is hard. For right now I want to be there for my other half.

Yes, I'm not alone on this World. I am very fortunate I have such a great group of people around me. And yes, with a great regret I feel often I can't talk to them about what's important in my life.

I don't need judgement. I want a friendly ear.

So thats why you are here! :D