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I've always had a voyeur in me. I've always liked to be watched. And I've always wanted to share. Not to brag, not to count how many, but just to share latest adventure or conquer...

So I've finally turned 40 and now it's time to share.

I'm not isolated, I'm not ugly, I'm not small.

And I really enjoy the travel, not the destination.

I appreciate all ups and downs, because thats what life is about: learning experience.

I'm not vain and I am very well aware of all my imperfections. Those in and those out.

I try to find a meaning to all for this what's going on around, but being gay and without children it is hard. For right now I want to be there for my other half.

Yes, I'm not alone on this World. I am very fortunate I have such a great group of people around me. And yes, with a great regret I feel often I can't talk to them about what's important in my life.

I don't need judgement. I want a friendly ear.

So thats why you are here! :D